where is it

i know you told me i could find it

but where is it

you said you'd fight

but i don't see that

murky water

all these lies have been slaughtered

and things have been looking brighter.

but the voyage out and away

brought you back

and bright is bright

but you are you

i guess i just forgot that humans are human.

maybe you had lied

or maybe its just a dilemma

either or its to my self that i have died

and everything is everything. sometimes.

why does it feel like my chest is on fire

crashing on my ribcage

i am stirred

but its done

and i'm done

and its no more than this

faded mercury drops from the sun

and disappears in this abyss.