pelting river pains

when droplets of youth fall from the sky

and absorb into your very being.

the autumn leaves are swept up in reverse

baggage claim seems so far away

and even when peace is something you carry

adoration takes cover

as pelting river pains come from all directions

leaving without warning

but broken bones heal so much more strong than before

no more following the wind

follow the rock

follow the One who tells mountains to move and they obey

His eyes cannot be described.

I will not sing of what He looks like until I see first hand

but I know with a spirit so Holy, He must be worthy of adoration

He must be beautiful.

He must shine brighter than anything my eyes have ever known

He must be love.

He is love

i love pablo neruda.

I hunt for a sign of you in all the others, In the rapid undulant river of women, Braids, shyly sinking eyes, Light step that slices, sailing through the foam. Suddenly I think I can make out your nails, Oblong, quick, nieces of a cherry: Then it's your hair that passes by, and I think I see your image, a bonfire, burning in the water. I searched, but no one else had your rhythms, Your light, the shady day you brought from the forest; Nobody had your tiny ears. You are whole, exact, and everything you are is one, And so I go along, with you I float along, loving A wide Mississippi toward a feminine sea

sapphire.diamond-dandilions.

rain and steam pour from the gates of the closed sky.

ushering a new wave of something still

something rushing

something devouring

something gentle

voices like swords pierce the air

and go forth

and open

and close

and stand at alert

a new storm comes forth from the bowels of the earth

and nothing made sense until this dizzifying electricity coursed through my veins

when this ship sank to the bottom

the captain left his post

and the ship never looked so good at the bottom of the ocean until now

little crustaceans meander and zip past

creating micro tidal waves

or so they think

up at the surface nothing seemed to fit

the waves clashed

and fought for their rightful path

but when the fights broke out, no one made it anywhere.

eyelashes separate over eyelid

revealing the depths of the ocean

and when it was all over

the ocean seemed to be painted

like a facade

because those little crustaceans were creating tidal waves of their own.

Revelation of the month.

"You will not despise my weak love

You will not deny me

You will not despise my weak love

You will not despise it

Cause You love me just as I am.

You love me just as I am.

You created me in my mothers womb

Just as I am

And even though my love is weak you will not deny it

For you will not, no you will not turn away a broken and a contrite heart

Cause Jesus, You died for me.

Jesus, You shed your blood for me.

And I believe that prayer you prayed

“Father I desire that those you gave me, my bride will be with me forever”

I believe it

I believe that prayer

I believe that is your desire

So I’ll keep coming back to you

Even in my weakness

I’ll keep coming back to you even in my brokenness.

Even in my weak frame

I am weak but my spirit is willing My spirit is willing to follow You

So come awaken love within my heart tonight

Come Awaken love within my heart tonight

I need your strength I need your grace to receive your love

So give me grace, give me grace to receive your love.

To keep coming after you, Lord

Give me grace, give me strength to love You rightly God

Give me grace, give me strength to love You rightly God

Give me grace, give me strength to love You rightly God

Cause my broken and contrite heart you will not deny"

the amazing

the incredible importance of friendship

letting love flow through

and choosing to do so

leads to glorious victory on the home front

im quite pleased with my heart changes

keep them coming

another round for me and my friends

sometimes things don't make sense

but keep fighting